..sigh..

I want to smile again..I haven't done that in a while..My day started out with a sense of discomfort..I promise myself i was going to look at things in my life and be optimistic about it..but instead i frown on everything my day, my dreams and mostly me..I can't bare to look at myself in the mirror without feeling huge..but recently i feel like wanting to be sweep of my feet once again i miss the soft kisses on my lips and the way he would look at me..yes there's a man in my life..i miss the way he smiles at me..this entry of mine is not going to be long but i just want to get the feeling of loneliness out of system..